Bloodyjazz 血腥爵士

(I believe that this' not the first time talking/thinking/writing/singing/enjoying about "suffering.")

the "real real real" reason why I cry or why I'm sad and depressed...

melancholy... feel suffered...

yes I'm blue,

suddenly I'm blue.

有某種即將發生睡眠癱瘓（sleep paralysis）的預感，

可能是那種詭異的氛圍或磁場或什麼基於三折肱成良醫的擬通靈經驗，

半夢半醒之間，我有預感它將發生。

"missing" has two meanings; both could coexist at the same time... 

failing to hit, to catch and  to reach,

There you'll always be

I'm so glad that I met you by destiny.