★血腥爵士★左岸咖啡★歧路花園★批踢踢兔★
DEaR FrIeNDs OF BLoOdYJazZ. SeE yoU
★血腥爵士★左岸咖啡★歧路花園★批踢踢兔★
DEaR FrIeNDs OF BLoOdYJazZ. SeE yoU
(I believe that this' not the first time talking/thinking/writing/singing/enjoying about "suffering.")
the "real real real" reason why I cry or why I'm sad and depressed...
melancholy... feel suffered...
it's neither because I want/desire/lack in something nor because I miss something I have before.
In fact, I suffered... because I see those injustice, serious problems or

"What really makes us is beyond grasping.
It's way beyond knowing.
We give in to love,
because it gives us some sense of what is unknowable.
Nothing else matters. Not at the end." --- film <damage>
有某種即將發生睡眠癱瘓(sleep paralysis)的預感,
可能是那種詭異的氛圍或磁場或什麼基於三折肱成良醫的擬通靈經驗,
半夢半醒之間,我有預感它將發生。
念頭一落下,果然,
立刻胸口悶痛,似有重物壓著,幾乎不能呼吸,手腳也不能移動。

"missing" has two meanings; both could coexist at the same time...
failing to hit, to catch and to reach,
we said "missing."
feeling regret or sadness at no longer being able to enjoy the presence...
of someone or something,

我人生第一次真正地在跨年的時間點上做像是跨年所應該做的事情。
或者說,這是第一次為了跨年這個時間點,特別安排一點什麼活動。
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過去我總是一個人,窩在家。
看書聽音樂上網啊什麼的,煮壺熱茶窩著。

There you'll always be
I'm so glad that I met you by destiny.
you've given me the energy to restart creating something.
le sixième sens, the subconsciousness, the incredible inspiration.
★血腥爵士★左岸咖啡★歧路花園★批踢踢兔★
DEaR FrIeNDs OF BLoOdYJazZ.SeE yoU
<SOMETHING BEFORE>
IN FACT, this is the evolutional and english version of the post "up coming"... it's for updating some information new and especially posting this for my international friends :)
About UP COMING!!! the UPDATES you might want to see...YES! I planed to update my <blog> and <2 accounts*> but there's still something new happened. so...I haven't really started.
*<2 accounts> are [bloodyjazz] and [kingbloody] which includes <2 album collections> and 1 <blog>.
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近期即將更新項目如下:
1.【部落隔bloodyjazz】:正式啟用。預定項目:詩、散文、圖文創作、音樂電影、巴黎紐約筆記。
2.【相簿bloodyjazz、相簿kingbloody】:照片回復與更新。(我是 pixnet 硬碟毀損受災戶)
3.【相簿及部落格】:即將更新版面。
敬請期待 : )